When everything that is related to my work with communities and groups felt stuck in my life, I wanted to find out why. And what better way to do that than a Karmic constellation session?
I put on felts to represent: me in this incarnation, groups, and the time of trauma.
I stood on the representation of the time of trauma.
Suddenly I saw me - a female warrior leading an entire village to war.
It was a war lost in advance. We knew this, and we preferred to die in battle than in our own home.
It was the choice, and it was my responsibility to bear.
I stayed on this representation for long minutes,
Sees the scenario of decision-making, going to war, and death.
I stayed frozen at that time for a long moment.
When I went down from the representation, I realized that there is much responsibility in leading groups and leading people.
The memory of responsibility from that period was etched in my soul so firmly,
That memory has affected me here and now.
When I'm asked why 'Karmic constellation,'
I remember this story.
Yes, I have explored my difficulty and stuckness leading groups and communities from many directions and in many therapeutic ways, yet it has not been released or improved.
I kept feeling a big unknown gap that I held within me.
Working with the Karmic constellation allowed me to reach this disappearance in a short time, about 10 minutes, and give another angle to the experience I am facing in this incarnation.
Everything we have experienced as a soul affects the "here and now" of our lives.
The more we know about those experiences, the less we are affected by them, and we have more control over managing our experiences and our lives Instead of them running us.